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  • Listening to: Zero punctuation game reviews
  • Reading: kh manga
  • Watching: NCIS
  • Playing: Kingdom hearts
  • Eating: dinner
  • Drinking: milk
and on the 4th of march i have my interview for Animation at ulster uni.

and i know that there are 1,025,109 words in the English language but no matter how i excel at speaking and writing i will never be able to string any of those words together to describe the panic i feel at the aforementioned fact 

no matter how much i tell myself i'll be ok and its not the end of the world if i dont get in i cant get that niggling little doubt to vacate the back of my mind.
it sits there constatly shouting " you'll screw up!" " what are you gunna do when you fail?!!? huh ? huh?!"


and its really  wearing me down. 

but i need to work on my stuff for art college but im so tired from worrying that i just cant bring myself to focus and work.
it took me like 4 hours or more today to write 1000 words for my research. 
i kept taking breaks to look at pictures or watch kuroshitsuji book of circus
and what annoyed me most about that was that i kept rationalizing it because yana toboso was one of the artists i was researching 
BUT ITS NOT JUSTIFIABLE. IVE JUST WASTED VALUABLE TIME THAT I SHOULD BE DOING WORK WITH.
and now its 630 and im having dinner and not wanting to work anymore. 
i get a 4 day weekend and i only worked a little today.

when im anxious i dont want to work because i cant concentrate but when im not working i get more anxious because i know i should be working.

im going to go do some rigging to calm myself down a little.
so far ive done xemnas, xigbar and xaldin's hooded forms 
ill maybe post them on wed after the interview.


and :iconkazuki9484: 's birthday was today but i just cant focus on being creative right now. i promise ill do something for you later 
  • Listening to: Zero punctuation game reviews
  • Reading: kh manga
  • Watching: NCIS
  • Playing: Kingdom hearts
  • Eating: dinner
  • Drinking: milk
so does anyone have xaldins purple-blue eye textures that arent damaged ?
the ones i have are all speckled with white and they look low poly even tho xally is hipoly


Xaleye by CaxceberXVI
also xally why do you always look so angry?
  • Listening to: nightcore
  • Reading: kh manga
  • Watching: breaking bad
  • Playing: not fnaf
  • Eating: nothing my teeth hurt
  • Drinking: smoothie
Todsen19 Request  DL by CaxceberXVI
Todsen19 Request DL
ok here he is.  
hes got a few problems but he should be pretty solid for whatever you need

credits
kazuki9484
kh2freakkk
0-0-alice-0-0
square enix 

and moi for bringing it together 
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Can some one please explain WHY sora riku , the gang etc  keep listening to anything xemnas\ansem\xehanort says? Like he's a bag of dead kittens away from being crowned space Hitler .


The old fart looks like something that belongs under a bridge
So why would you listen to anything they say , like at all?

They know he's full of shit so maybe next time you could just go "kthnxbye" ?
Too much to ask?
  • Listening to: nightcore
  • Reading: kh manga
  • Watching: breaking bad
  • Playing: not fnaf
  • Eating: nothing my teeth hurt
  • Drinking: smoothie

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  • Listening to: Zero punctuation game reviews
  • Reading: kh manga
  • Watching: NCIS
  • Playing: Kingdom hearts
  • Eating: dinner
  • Drinking: milk

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:iconcaxceberxvi:
CaxceberXVI Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Student Digital Artist
You're welcome
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HiroTashima Featured By Owner 6 days ago  New member
Thank you so much for the watch :heart:
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xXMoonlightKeeperXx Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2015  New member Student General Artist
Thanks for the watch :3
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Grummel83 Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav. :)
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BrokenPromisesXx Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the favs :iconahehplz:
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ValerieTakanashi Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2015
Thank you for the watch ~ <7
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OniMau619 Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the +fav. ^_^
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ThePuppetReturns Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
That's fine.
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:iconcaxceberxvi:
CaxceberXVI Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2015  Student Digital Artist
vaguely yes. but to be honest you couldnt have caught me at a worse time. i just got back from a school trip and im very tired, probably not explaining myself as well as i could/should. i dont mind giving opinions but just take everything i say with a pinch of salt.
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:iconthepuppetreturns:
ThePuppetReturns Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
So you see where I'm going with this?
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:iconcaxceberxvi:
CaxceberXVI Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2015  Student Digital Artist
well i dont like final fantasy or twewy for various reasons. but as im sure you know i love kingdom hearts .
tbh most people prefer cannon characters over original ones. if you want it to be really popular stick to cannon exploring new themes
however if you just want to improve as an artist and make something for your circle (which im assuming is still the khmmdc)  then go for the oc idea.
the problem people have is "why set your story in that particular world (ff kh or twewy) , changing all the characters when you could just make up a new and totally unique world with new unique characters."

i get that people like to use their chars in a set world or fandom that they love but realistically if youre using " characters that have NOT be created yet" you might as well create a totally new world, story and themes instead of using an established one.
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:iconthepuppetreturns:
ThePuppetReturns Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm asking your opinion. What do you think about this thought?
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:iconcaxceberxvi:
CaxceberXVI Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2015  Student Digital Artist
im not sure what youre asking me. 
do i think its a good idea? sure go for it.
do i want to help? no thanks ive got my own things going 
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ThePuppetReturns Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You know the Square Enix three popular games?

Kingdom Hearts
Final Fantasy
and The World Ends With You

I was thinking of doing the same idea with three story lines that I'm working on. And I thought...why don't the OC users and owners do the same thing with there's? I mean, they don't have to change the original KH story but they outa make an official story for there OC's. With there own storyline and unique characters. Characters that have NOT been created yet.
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:iconcaxceberxvi:
CaxceberXVI Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2015  Student Digital Artist
go for it.
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:iconthepuppetreturns:
ThePuppetReturns Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Could I ask a quick question?
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:iconcaxceberxvi:
CaxceberXVI Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2015  Student Digital Artist
youre welcome 
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Torheit-die-Katze Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2015  Student Filmographer
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Thanks a lot for the fav :la:
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burningrage8-13 Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
aristochat by Digithalie  You-are-Welcome by KmyGraphic  aristochat by Digithalie  
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:iconcaxceberxvi:
CaxceberXVI Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2015  Student Digital Artist
cheers m'dear 
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