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and on the 4th of march i have my interview for Animation at ulster uni.
and i know that there are 1,025,109 words in the English language but no matter how i excel at speaking and writing i will never be able to string any of those words together to describe the panic i feel at the aforementioned fact
no matter how much i tell myself i'll be ok and its not the end of the world if i dont get in i cant get that niggling little doubt to vacate the back of my mind.
it sits there constatly shouting " you'll screw up!" " what are you gunna do when you fail?!!? huh ? huh?!"
and its really wearing me down.
but i need to work on my stuff for art college but im so tired from worrying that i just cant bring myself to focus and work.
it took me like 4 hours or more today to write 1000 words for my research.
i kept taking breaks to look at pictures or watch kuroshitsuji book of circus
and what annoyed me most about that was that i kept rationalizing it because yana toboso was one of the artists i was researching
BUT ITS NOT JUSTIFIABLE. IVE JUST WASTED VALUABLE TIME THAT I SHOULD BE DOING WORK WITH.
and now its 630 and im having dinner and not wanting to work anymore.
i get a 4 day weekend and i only worked a little today.
im going to go do some rigging to calm myself down a little.
so far ive done xemnas, xigbar and xaldin's hooded forms
ill maybe post them on wed after the interview.
and 's birthday was today but i just cant focus on being creative right now. i promise ill do something for you later
and i know that there are 1,025,109 words in the English language but no matter how i excel at speaking and writing i will never be able to string any of those words together to describe the panic i feel at the aforementioned fact
no matter how much i tell myself i'll be ok and its not the end of the world if i dont get in i cant get that niggling little doubt to vacate the back of my mind.
it sits there constatly shouting " you'll screw up!" " what are you gunna do when you fail?!!? huh ? huh?!"
and its really wearing me down.
but i need to work on my stuff for art college but im so tired from worrying that i just cant bring myself to focus and work.
it took me like 4 hours or more today to write 1000 words for my research.
i kept taking breaks to look at pictures or watch kuroshitsuji book of circus
and what annoyed me most about that was that i kept rationalizing it because yana toboso was one of the artists i was researching
BUT ITS NOT JUSTIFIABLE. IVE JUST WASTED VALUABLE TIME THAT I SHOULD BE DOING WORK WITH.
and now its 630 and im having dinner and not wanting to work anymore.
i get a 4 day weekend and i only worked a little today.
when im anxious i dont want to work because i cant concentrate but when im not working i get more anxious because i know i should be working.
im going to go do some rigging to calm myself down a little.
so far ive done xemnas, xigbar and xaldin's hooded forms
ill maybe post them on wed after the interview.
and 's birthday was today but i just cant focus on being creative right now. i promise ill do something for you later
Howdy
howdy yall. long time no speak i have been busy. started my own business selling my artwork as prints, mugs and im going to Q-con in belfast on sat 18th if anyone wants to come say hi heres my carrd if anyone is interested. https://silkmothstationary.carrd.co/
RWBY and birthdays
so thank you to everyone who sent me birthday wishes. sorry it took me all day to get back to you, iv binge watched 7 whole seasons of RWBY in 2 days and my brain has turned to dust ( badum tss)
im gunna go lie down for a while. maybe scream about lucky charms and tyrian callows in the status bar later.
and i was that trash bag
My randomly generated mashup was: "Area Woman Amazes Crowd at Boat Dealership With Superpower to Only Summon Trash Bag" Generate yours!
SOMEONE PLEASE TALK TO ME ABOUT GOOD OMENS
NO ONE I KNOW HAS WATCHED IT I NEED TO SCREAM ABOUT IT.
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